Embrace that Moment Part 7

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It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much. When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that its over, that I’ll never see him again like this… well yes, I’ll bump into him, we’ll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we’ll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost. Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after one month of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well

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"There were things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them, and let them hurt me :("

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"The distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn’t the world, it wasn’t the bombs and burning buildings, it was me, my thinking, the cancer of never letting go. Is ignorance bliss? I don’t know, but it’s so painful to think, and tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I’ve thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it"

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"I looked for you under different stars but you were not there
I looked for you through the ocean shores but you were not there
I looked for you in forgotten chapels but you were not there
I looked for you where the earth is bare but you were not there
I searched the sky the forest the labyrinth of streets of stone
I called you from tops of mountains and bottoms of lakes
but you were not there
yet I still go ahead
to meet your eyes so sad"